Thursday, May 23, 2013

track #

May 17th, 2013. (actually May 23rd)

Woof.

Well, I have officially (successfully) finished my first year of college. And I don't know why I didn't put any exclamation points at the end of that sentence, because in all reality, I'm pretty pumped about it!!!!!!!! There we go.

I can't believe my first year is done. I only have one more year and then I'm off to REAL college. Scary. I like it this way; it's like baby steps.

So, it is officially summer. I'm afraid these next few months are going to flllllly by. I'll try to document them well, but no promises.

Here's what it's going to look like:

June
Kathleen has a party (I'm not going to call it a bachelorette party, but some may call it that).
Kaleb marries Kathleen.
Kaitlin has a bridal shower.
My momma has a birthday.
Father's Day.
Trip to Illinois/Missouri.
Summer school.

Now, that may not seem like much, but it is! I still have work. I still hope to get outside. I MUST still go to the gym. I need to be able to do a pull up by the end of June. Perhaps I should eat less....Uhg, but I love food! I also should spend less money....also UHG! Anywho, I'm pumped!

July
Trip to New York.
Kait's bachelorette party.
Kait's birthday.

Much less busy. But, Stiiiiiiiill! Same things from June still apply:)

AUGUST!!
Kaitlin marries Joby.
Camping?
School starts back up.
KATPEE TURNS 25. WOOF.


 Well, there you go, my summer plans. I am very excited for all of it, and have a plethora of cameras to make sure everything is properly recorded. Now, you may have noticed I plan on going to New York in July. Perhaps you wonder what that is about. I like a boy. He is currently living in New York. I'm going to go visit him. As long as things stay happy I plan on continuing to like him. We will see what will happen. The cynical side of me says no good things will come from this. The optimistic side of me tells me to just have fun and be happy. We shall see. (Hopefully this cute boy will be my date to the weddings.) It's possible I'll use his name. We shall see.

Happy days!!!!


Tuesday, May 7, 2013

kisses not hisses

92 cookies later and I'm not feeling so hot.

I'm still 10lbs plus, post spring break. i'm working on that.

School ends in a week. At least spring semester ends in a week.

I've been focusing a lot on unhappiness lately and I don't appreciate that in myself. I will try not to focus it on it right now. But, I will touch on a bit of that unhappiness and then move on.

Neville (and two other cats have dissappeared) they have been gone for over a week. Presumably eaten by some larger animal. I keep having dreams about mountain lions and can't help feeling like a terrible mother. I've been terrible at going to the gym and more than adequate at stuffing my face. As a result, I hate the world. I found a cute, nice boy. He's leaving on monday.

I've been throwing myself a pitty party for far too long. Time to knock some sense into myself. I mean the summer is almost here (IT IS HERE), and it will be full of adventures!

my best friend is getting married
both of my older brothers are getting married
I'm going to Missouri and Illinois
I'm going to (maybe) go to New York
I will climb
I will camp
I will sit in the sun and read
my hair is growing
92 cookies later and I'm still a tinier, stronger version of myself
my reading list is never ending
Luny still alive and kicking *and eating
I will give up cookies, they make me feel like shit
.

I need to work on being a better friend. I need to work on making myself happy. I need to make myself happy.

It's smile time.

Tool Time